I HATE

Good afternoon everybody. I jotted this down and I wanted to share it with you. It’s about how much a person hates to love the person in their lives that hurts them and lets them down. Its one of frustration and sorrow and the realization of their own weaknesses toward their beloved.

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I HATE

I hate the way you hurt me
I hate the way you lie
I hate the way you push me away
I hate the way you make me cry.

I hate when you destroy my trust
I hate when you disappear
I hate when you won’t answer me
I hate when you leave me in fear.

I hate how your always on my mind
I hate how you break my heart
I hate how you mess me up
I hate how you can rip me apart.

I hate that I need you so much
I hate that I forgive everything you do
I hate that I can’t stay mad
I hate that I don’t want to be without you.

I hate that my love is blind
I hate that you know it too
I hate that no matter what you do to me
I hate that I don’t hate you.

Lessons from a Hobbler

Good morning friends. Today I wanted to share with you a few things I’ve learned about being a hobbler. A limper. A shuffler. Whatever word you would like to use, it all comes down to the same thing: A person forced to move in an unnatural, awkward way due to a injury in the lower half of your body.

It could be your hip. Could be your knee.  Maybe even your foot. Mine is an ankle injury. (From over pedaling a bike of all things…) It’s nothing too serious I suppose. Not like a broken bone or anything. But let me tell you, an inflamed Achilles tendon is nothing to laugh about. Especially when you are awakened from a deep and restful sleep in the early morning hours by a sharp, biting pain exploding through the backside of your ankle. OUCH!!

Since that rude awakening 4 days ago, I have been following Dr’s orders. Well mostly….I mean, I can’t just lay around all of the time. I have a family to take care of, responsibilities that have to be managed, and I have a job. 

Anyway, like the title of my post suggests, I have very quickly learned 5 things from becoming a hobbler. Ready? Then let’s jump right in! (Not literally of course. I’m already injured. No need to make it worse right? 🙂 )

#1. THERE WILL BE PAIN                       

Okay, so you’ve got an injury. Maybe serious, maybe not. Either way, there is residual and lingering pain that prevents you from walking properly. If there wasn’t, you would not be a hobbler would you?

#2. YOU WILL DRAW ATTENTION         

I don’t know about you but I really dislike drawing attention to myself. Especially with an injury. If you don’t understand why, picture this: Your trying valiantly to walk down the hallway without getting in anyone’s way or slowing anyone down but you are moving at a racing snail’s pace at best. And then you feel them. The eyes of passerbys. Each set focused on you and each slow, awkward step you take. 
#3. PEOPLE WILL ASK QUESTIONS 

People are curious by nature and so when they see you limping along, don’t be surprised if you get asked a hundred times: “What happened?” or “How did you get hurt?” Sometimes a simple answer will do but then depending who you are talking to, a more detailed, play by play explanation will be required. Try not to get annoyed. No matter how many times you have to repeat the story.  đź™‚

#4. MOVING FASTER ONLY MAKES         IT WORSE                                       

So you want to move at a more normal pace to avoid all of the above. THIS IS NOT A GOOD IDEA! First of all, you could trip or fall which would be majorly embarrassing. You think people stare now? Just wait until your flying through the air like a broken kite before hitting the ground. And secondly, moving faster than your healing body us ready for may inflict more injury, causing a relapse to your recovery time. 

#5. THE TEASING WILL HAPPEN     

As much as your family and close friends love you and worry about you and pray you get better soon, they will inevitably tease you. Call you gimpy or slow poke. Or in my case, they say things like, “Run Forrest run!” It’s not that they love you any less or are making light of your injury. It’s just a way of cheering you up and getting you to laugh about the unfortunate circumstances bc honestly, you don’t want to be depressed and upset all of the time right?

I hope you liked reading this and I hope should you have an injury or get one in the future, that you heal up quickly. And if this post entertained you or made you smile or even nod your head in agreement, then I’ve accomplished something. Have a great day and enjoy!

Introducing…Colette!

Good morning all. It’s been awhile since I have posted anything but I wanted you to meet Colette Cox.

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Before we get started, here is a little bit about the author in her own words:

Hi, my name is Colette. 

I am 24 years old and on the outside I look pretty normal but in reality I have cerebral palsy and I have a       hearing impairment. 
I want to help others which is why    I'm a listener on 7cups but most       importantly I want to help you guys and read your amazing books            because messages from you really   helps me get through the day.
I like people commenting on my      books to help me grow and smile     and writing about real stuff that hashappened and that has meant a lot  to me.
I also like writing fictional stuff but of course some are based on real      events.
I love everyone and I do not judge....trust me I'm a nice person! So send me some nice messages of support and read and comment on my bookbecause that really makes my day!
Now without further ado, check     out these books by  Colette!

The Story of the Suicidal Girl

Meet Catherine Rhodes or (Cathy for short.). She’s a 20 something girl who should be out there enjoying life, Instead she faces loneliness and depression and not only that but a family who constantly puts her down and she feels as if this family doesn’t love her.

She suffers from mental and physical abuse from her mother as she tries desprately to build a relationship with her mother.

Cathy knows she’s clumsy and that she isn’t perfect but she decides she needs to stop lying to herself so she turns to look for a way out.

This is her story told from the very beginning and her battle to beat it.

This is the story of a Suicidal girl.
 Clouded Minds

There’s a girl named Corlina. Just an ordinary teenager or is she?  

7 years ago she had to go into hospital and the nurses said she had to have an MRI scan. The nurses looked worried because they noticed a cloud on her brain. 

Suddenly with no warning the MRI scanner stopped working, the computers shut down and sparks started to fly. Corlina was stuck in the MRI metal tube for an hour. 

Now 16 years old and starting high school. She begins to discover that she isn’t as ordinary as she thought. 

Suddenly overnight she loses her hearing. Now she has a hearing aid and an identity. She struggles between who she is and who she was and along the way she isn’t sure who to trust. 

She finally makes a friend and begins to trust someone only to be betrayed. Is there such a thing as a happy ending?


You can find Colette at the links       below:
INSTAGRAM: @creativecolette14
TWITTER: @creativearse
FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/WattpadAreadersdelight/

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/colette14

Tumblr:  https://www.tumblr.com/blog/colettesvalentines

**AND HERE'S SOMETHING ELSE! 
COLETTE WILL REVIEW AND          ADVERTISE YOUR BOOKS ON THE FOLLOWING SITE IN EXCHANGE   FOR YOU READING ONE OF HER    BOOKS!!
http://colettesbooksandbits.weebly.com/ 
If you enjoy Colette's books, please share to Instagram and Twitter. If you like a quote, please highlight and hold downon that quote and share it to Twitter and Instagram. 
Look for a new post next week featuring more books by       Colette plus an in depth      interview with the author! 

**Thanks so much for the        support!!


 

 

 

A GREAT-ER kind of movie….

Good morning all. I’m here to share an amazing movie with you. If you haven’t heard of it, then please take the time to look it up, rent it, watch it. You will not be disappointed. The movie I’m talking about is                 

                          GREATER

The story of Brandon Burlsworth, possibly the greatest walk-on in the history of college football.

You do not have to be a football fan to enjoy this movie because although Brandon’s goals were to become an Arkansas Razorback and eventually for an NFL team, the movie is about much more than that. 

It’s about faith, family, ambition, determination, drive, and beliving in yourself when no one else does. And if after watching it, you aren’t touched, then you better check your pulse because you may not be alive.

Brandon Burlsworth worked hard for everything he had and everything he wanted. But one of the best things was that unlike a lot of people, he was not only focused on himself but also on his friends and family. He made those around him believe not only in him but in themselves as well. 

He was living his dream-playing for the Razorback team, graduating with a master’s degree, and signing with a NFL team when out of no where, tragedy struck.

Sadly, Brandon was killed in a car accident one day in April 1999 while on his way to pick up his mom for church services. 

His death rocked not only his family, friends, fellow players, and coaches but also the the entire football industry and fans. 

It was a tragic loss of great man. A kind and and gentle giant with the biggest heart and soul anyone had ever known.

In the months following his death, there were several things done to honor Brandon:

  • Brandon’s jersey #77 is retired at the University of Arkansas. It is only the second retired football jersey in school history.
  • His locker is enclosed in a glass case in the Razorback locker room.[7]
  • The Harrison Youth Center in Harrison, Arkansas, was renamed the Brandon Burlsworth Youth Center in May 1999.

The Indianapolis Colts wore his initials, BB, on their helmets for the 1999 season.


In addition to these, Brandon’s family and friends created several charities and organizations in his name:

  • Brandon Burlsworth Foundation

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Brandon-Burlsworth-Foundation/191029321118

In honor of his work ethic and Christian values, the Christian organization’s mission is to support the physical and spiritual needs of children, in particular those children who have limited opportunities. The foundation’s logo prominently features Brandon’s signature boack-framed glasses. 

  • Burl’s Kids

http://www.brandonburlsworth.org/burlskids.html
For this program, the Burlsworth Foundation provides underprivileged youth a chance to attend Razorback and Colts football games. Since 2000, the Foundation has bought 30 tickets to each Arkansas Razorbacks home football game. The tickets are distributed through Razorback Clubs across the state. The children are a big part to the foundation. The children are given an official “Burls Kid” T-shirt and replica glasses similar to what Brandon wore on the field.

  • Eyes of a Champion

http://www.brandonburlsworth.org/eyeschampion.html
The Brandon Burlsworth Foundation, in partnership with Walmart/Sam’s Optical Department and independent optometrists across Arkansas, provides eye care to thousands of pre-kindergarten through twelfth grade students. Primarily they come from working families that cannot afford extras like eye care and do not qualify for state funded programs. Applications must be submitted by school nurses or counselors and are available in English, French, and Spanish.

  • The Brandon Burlsworth Football Camps

http://www.brandonburlsworth.org/footballcamp.html

These camps are for youngsters going into 3rd grade through 9th grade. They are held once each summer at F.S. Garrison Stadium in Harrison, Arkansas, and War Memorial Stadium in Little Rock, Arkansas. Children are given a chance to learn from former Razorbacks. Past participants included Anthony Lucas, Clint StoernerJoe Dean DavenportMadre Hill, Grant Garrett, Russ Brown, Barry Lunney Jr., Chad Abernathy, Michael Smith, Lucas Miller and others. The campers learn football skills but more importantly, they are taught throughout the day about character, attitude, morals, priorities and the desire to do it “The Burls Way.”

Memorial ScholarshipsEdit

Each year the Brandon Burlsworth Foundation gives out several awards and scholarships at various school levels. Eighteen students at the University of Arkansas who are primarily from smaller towns and who are characterized as academic “overachievers” receive $5,000 scholarships. Additionally, a Razorback football player who began his career as a walk-on, but then earned a football scholarship, is honored as the year’s Burlsworth Athletic Scholar. The students are selected by the University of Arkansas Scholarship Committee and are recognized in a ceremony in Fayetteville, Arkansas.

High School Football AwardsEdit

High School awards include the Brandon Burlsworth High School Football Awards. Every high school football coach in Arkansas has the opportunity to nominate one player from the team. Those players receive a plaque and a copy of “Through the Eyes of A Champion, the Brandon Burlsworth Story” autographed by Brandon’s mother, Barbara Burlsworth. An even greater honor, the Brandon Burlsworth Championship Award is presented at the Arkansas state football championships games to one player from each team for conduct above and beyond expectations.

State Championship AwardsEdit

Harrison (Arkansas) High School continues to award the Brandon Burlsworth Award to one male and female athlete who best exemplify the strength of character and work ethic known as “The Burls Way”.

The Brandon Burlsworth Award is given out yearly to a male and female at Harrison High School and the University of Arkansas.

In 2010, the Burlsworth Trophy was created and named in his honor.[13] The award is given yearly to the most outstanding Division I FBS college football player who began his career as a walk-on.

TO SOME, BRANDON BURLSWORTH WAS A HERO. TO MANY, HE WAS AN INSPIRATION. TO ALL, HE IS GREATER. 

Amy Deason interviewed by Jen Selinsky-hey, that’s me!! 

Hi all. I was interviewed by Jen Selinsky and I wanted to share it with you here. Click the link below to check out the rest of the interview. Enjoy!

How old were you when you knew you wanted to be a writer?

*I knew I wanted to be an author by the time I was seven or eight. I still remember sitting at my grandmother’s table, scribbling down a st…

Source: Author Interview: Amy Deason

Thought provoking movie

Hi all. I just wanted to share a movie with you. If you haven’t already seen it, I strongly encourage you to do so. It’s not a great movie in my opinion but a good one. One that keeps you thinking about it days after you’ve watched it. Maybe in a way, that makes it a great movie…..

Anyway, the movie I’m talking about is Me Before You.

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This movie star Emilia Clarke

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And Sam Claflin

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You may know Emilia Clarke from Game of Thrones and Sam Claflin has been seen in Hunger Games and Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest.

Both are extremely talented and they play their parts in this movie well. Ordinary girl meets ordinary guy.

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But Louisa Clark and Will Traynor prove to be anything but ordinary in this movie about life, love, and loss.

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Here, let me give you a quick run down of the movie:

Louisa Clark is an ordinary girl living an exceedingly ordinary life—steady boyfriend, close family—who has barely been farther afield than her tiny village. She takes a badly needed job working for ex-Master of the Universe Will Traynor, who is wheelchair-bound after an accident. Will has always lived a huge life—big deals, extreme sports, worldwide travel—and he is not interested in exploring a new one.

Will is acerbic, moody, bossy—but Lou refuses to treat him with kid gloves, and soon his happiness means more to her than she expected. When she learns that Will has shocking plans of his own, Lou sets out to show him that life is still worth living.

Me Before You brings to life two people who couldn’t have less in common—a heartbreakingly romantic novel that asks, What do you do when making the person you love happy also means breaking your heart?

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This movie will make you feel a variety of emotions. Sadness, anger, love, and hope. And in the end, it will make you ask the question:

What would I do if I were in that situation?

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You should definitely watch this movie. It may be one of your favorites but it may not be. But either way, it is one that will stay with you long after the movie credits roll….Enjoy!

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This is what’s for dinner!

Hi all. I wanted to share an amazing recipe I found. This is out of the world delicious! A definite must try. Enjoy!

Easy Sour Cream Chicken Enchiladas

So simple yet extremely rich, creamy and absolutely delicious!

An unbelievably easy sour cream chicken enchilada casserole recipe that it can be a weeknight recipe

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P.S. I didn’t add either the onion or the green chilis bc my kids don’t like them but these are still great!

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Servings    Prep Time    Cook

Time
    

8            25 mins.        20 mins

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Ingredients:

2 lb chicken breast diced. Could use as little as 1 pound

1 onion medium

1 tablespoon vegetable oil

8 flour tortillas 8 inch each

2 cups Monterey Jack cheese shredded

1/4 cup butter

1/4 cup flour

15 ounce chicken broth

1 cup sour cream

4 ounce chopped green chilis

Instructions:

Preheat oven to 375 convection or 400 conventional.

Trim and dice about 1 (or 2) pound skinless boneless chicken breast into about 1/2 inch or smaller pieces. Dice one medium onion.

Add one tablespoon oil to a large fry pan over medium-high heat and when hot add chicken and onion together. Cook until chicken is done. About 5 minutes.

Spray a 9 by 13 baking dish with PAM. Heat 8 tortillas (8 inches) in a microwave for 15-20 seconds to soften.

Assemble the enchiladas. On a tortilla add about 1/4 cup of chicken/onion (more if you increased the chicken) and about two tablespoons of Monterey Jack cheese. Place this not in the center but about at the 1/3 mark then roll over the short end and roll tightly. Place seam down in the baking pan. Repeat until done.

In a medium saucepan melt four tablespoons ( 1/2 stick) butter over medium heat. When melted, add 1/4 cup flour. Whisk together and cook for a few minutes then add one can chicken broth and continuously whisk until thickened then a few minutes more.

Remove from heat and add 1 cup sour cream and 1 (4 ounces) can chopped green chilis.

Pour over the assembled enchiladas. Top with 1 cup Monterey Jack cheese.

Bake until golden brown and bubbling. About 20 minutes.